I don't remember my dream from the morning. I've smoked three cigarettes till now. I should go past the urge.
And i should make the most of today. I think i am majorly depressed you know. I'm feeling so low.
I want a friend. I want a man. May be i want Arun back. But it's never going to be the same again. I feel like my heart has been shattered to pieces.
Yesterday i spoke rudely to DeJh. He is so clingy it puts me off.
All my friends are chasing naked pleasures. It's only me here resolute to not do that and celibate.
I want to make the most of today.
Does Arun think about me? And what does he think about me?
I feel like such a loser. I'm feeling so down and low and nobody understands. I want a man to love. I want someone to treat me the way Arun treated me, look beyond my body and i want someone to see my soul and hold it.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
11.22 am
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