I am feeling pathetic. I am feeling so low.
I don't think my parents love me that much.
I feel so alone and so lonely.
Pa is not talking to me at all and is being rude. Ma keeps complaining about me and i really miss Arun. I'm feeling so depressed and so low.
I woke up from a dream but i don't remember it. I've been feeling mildly suicidal. In fact i'm feeling very suicidal. Ma is so manipulative.
Pa is giving me the cold shoulder. I'm feeling worthless and useless.
I don't know what i need right now. I need someone to talk to, someone to understand me. I definitely don't need people criticising me and being horrible to me. It's 11 am now.
I'm feeling so low journal.
Why does Ma favour Buro over me? Why does she belittle me? And why is Pa not talking to me?
I'm feeling so broken, so alone, so sad. Mashi doesn't love Eshna that much. Ma doesn't love me that much.
I hope i feel better soon. Ma keeps talking about how she feels, what she needs but if i open my mouth about myself she shuts me up. I'm feeling so brokenhearted dear journal.
I'm feeling so low.
I miss Dadu and Dimma. I'm feeling so hurt. So alone. I'm in tears. I want someone to talk to. I'm feeling weird with DeJh.
I'm 40 and I'm all alone. I feel so low.
Pa doesn't open his mouth and he is giving me the cold shoulder.
I am feeling:
Hurt
Wounded
Sad
Teary
Unhappy
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
11.09 am
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