I said too much to Arun over messages. I don't know why I can't control my urge when I want to tell him things. I don't think he will ever talk to me now.
It's his daughter's birthday and I sent him a message wishing her. I love him and I'm very very sad.
I wish he would talk to me but he won't. I know him.
I had a great time the last time we met. I want to say sorry to him but that would be too precocious. But I will. I will send him a sorry message. I just can't contain my emotions with him.
Yesterday Hi, Ku Va and one of Hi's friends came home after rehearsals and we chatted till about 12. That was fun.
I don't remember my dream from last night.
Now me and Ma will be going to Debo's place where we will meet Shi ba. I really don't want to dance. I'm a shit dancer.
I am feeling:
Happy and sad at the same time.
Hurt that I hurt Arun.
Now I'll chant.
I'm grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Ms.
9.02 am
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