I had a dream that I was sitting in an overcrowded car with many people and going somewhere. Then Pa woke me up because he is going to the factory and I have to open the door to the maids. I finally woke up at 10.
I've been thinking about my Arun in a heartbroken fashion. I hope he is fine. Something tells me that he may not be absolutely alright. I really love him and instead of focusing on his flaws I want to list down all the qualities I love about him.
Arun's good qualities--
Physical:
He is the most handsome man in the whole world.
His skin is of a beautiful colour.
He smells divine, especially when he smells his natural self with no perfume.
His hands are beautiful.
His eyes are soulful and kind.
His smile is charming and warms my heart.
His hair smells divine.
When I kiss him in whatever manner I feel uplifted.
His skin is so soft.
He is lean and has a great body.
He is tall and handsome.
He is the most charming man I have met.
His spiritual/emotional qualities:
He is warm.
He has the sweetest heart I have seen in a person.
He is generous.
He has a great sense of humor. He cracks me up.
He is sensitive.
He is sentimental.
He is kind.
He is not just intelligent, he is brilliant.
He is charming (again).
He loves his friends.
His mind is beautiful.
He is a beautiful person.
He is the best father along with my father. He is such a good father to his children.
He is loving.
He was the world's best boyfriend to me.
He is sharp.
He is incisive.
He is a great storyteller.
He is a great conversationalist. I love talking to him.
He comforts me even when he is critical and scolds me.
He is protective.
He was a possessive boyfriend and that made me feel protected.
I love him.
He is expressive.
He is cute. Not just a cute personality but a cute nature. He is a cute human being.
His smell after Ma's smell is something I will carry with me forever.
He loves his parents.
He is tolerant.
He is patient.
He is mature.
He is forgiving.
He is caring.
He guards his daughter like a hawk.
I love his feet.
I worship him.
He dresses well. Sometimes too well.
He has an eye for good art and good beauty.
He is interesting.
He is lovely.
He is beautiful.
He is soulful.
And right now I feel like biting his cheeks.
His cheeks are so kissable.
His lips are so inviting.
His smile is so warm.
He photographs well.
He is a workaholic and an achiever.
He will go very far in life and I hope he gets to carry that Oscar. It's not a farfetched dream.
Yesterday rehearsals got over really quickly and Ku Va made pav bhaji for all of us.
Then Ra Ti wanted to go drinking with me and I said no. One of these days I'll just go to the beach with him. He tells everybody that he really loves me and that I'm a very good girl.
To avert going to the beach I ended up asking Ra Ti to come home to have coffee. And Hi, Ku Va, Raa, Pa Pa, Ka ended up coming too.
Ra Ti told me that I socialise too much, that I only go around making friends. He asked me to focus on my work instead. He is right.
For some reason he cares enough to tell me that.
I slept really late after meditating.
And I'm a little bit worried about Arun. Not a little actually, but a lot. I hope he is fine.
I am feeling:
Eager to have a good day.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
I haven't chanted or done yoga in days. Will do so now.
Love,
Me.
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