Friday, 4 July 2025

Journal 5.7.2025 10.14 am faces

Dear Journal,
I saw a dream where Pa was going through my phone records trying to find out more about Arun. Then I saw myself hanging out with Arun and us having a good time. Arun  said a lot of things to me in my dream. I really love him. He is definitely my favourite human being in the whole wide world.
This Ra Ti could be worse than Shy Kis. He is so meanhearted and shallow. I really don't like him.
Rehearsals have always been fun for me but these rehearsals have a pall of negativity looming. It's not cool at all.
Ku Va hadn't eaten for two days so I bought him Manchurian. Ra Ti flipped that Ku Va was eating during rehearsals. That's really not cool!
One can tell a lot by looking at a person's face. Ra Ti looks mean. On the other hand Arun looks so sweet and cute and is so sweet and cute.
Me and Arun chatted a bit yesterday and I let my negativity flow out. I called him up at night. He was drinking at home.
What should I do with these feelings I have for Arun? He is definitely my sweetest heart. I must be kind of crazy about him.
If I ever see a boy looking like Arun I'll know that he is a very sweet boy.
I woke up rather late today.
I am feeling:
Happy
Full of love for Arun
Loving
Love,
Me.
10.23 am

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