It's my darling sweet Mother's birthday today.
Yesterday Ra Ti invited himself home with his wife and said he wants to come home to celebrate Ma's birthday today. Why is he being so sweet to me?
Pa has been expressing his displeasure about my friends coming home. I told him that he is behaving like a khadoos baap to which he says "Yes, I am khadoos."
In other news I'm feeling super duper emotional about Arun these days. I feel like I've fallen back in love with him and I don't know what to do with these feelings. I don't know where to draw the line, how to stop thinking about him and how to not miss him.
It's been years since I've had sex and I'm not someone to ever have casual sex and frankly, may be the emotional overload is because of that. Like I really want to love Arun.
Stupid stupid thought.
But his cute face keeps flashing in my mind's eye and I want a whiff of his skin and I really want a passionate kiss.
Now I can't keep thinking about him like this!
He is a super stupid man! He is my stupid man.
Love,
Me.
11.23 am
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