I woke up a little before 9 today. I had a dream that I was trying to make an important point to Ra Ti but he didn't want to listen to me.
I got ready and left to meet See Dhi amidst the pouring rain.
We chanted for a long time. We discussed success. I told her that the only way to success and good fortune is wishing others well. Because success stems from being in harmony with our environment.
She spoke about consistency. She said that in my practice I have to show up consistently whether I like it or not. I can't give up mid-way or take breaks. Well, point noted.
As I was chanting today I realised that I have to embrace Ma with all her flaws. And I decided to buy her the two books she so wants from the Eternal Ganges book shop. They are out of stock online.
Sometimes I feel irritable and sometimes I feel empty. But life is good.
Seema and I studied good health today. It was a simple study replete with all that I already know.
I'm waiting for Du Ma to finish cooking lunch so that I can then shoot some videos.
I did one yoga asana today and one pranayam. Something is better than nothing.
I've moved on from the past two years and I feel better.
I'm so grateful that I worked in Beshaur. It was memorable.
It's time to let A go and not hold on to scraps.
I am feeling:
Awake
Pretty
Happy
Slightly irritable
Grateful
Determined
I am grateful for life's infinite love, Grace and blessings on me and all that I love.
Love,
Me.
1.30 pm
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