Firstly, I have to tell you that I love you wholeheartedly. You bring meaning to my life and a longing to my soul.
My regret is that the last time we kissed I did not kiss your nose.
I believe in the power of prayer. And do you know that Nam Myo Ho Renge Kyo is a very powerful chant.
When I was a journalist I used to be all consumed by my work, working 24 7 around the clock. Then I quit in 2019 and I pried into my mother's prayer book and read that for years she had been praying for me to quit journalism. That broke my heart.
She didn't let me invite a single friend of mine to my brother's wedding because she didn't want you to come. That was the biggest insult. She is very controlling.
And like a fool I told her about us.
And I know she is chanting wholeheartedly for you to not be in my life because that is what she told me that we should not talk.
I don't chant that much.
I love you Arun. I love your hands and your cute face and your sweet heart. I love our friendship. I love being there for you and listening to your stories and your problems. And more importantly I can't live without you.
Promise me Arun that you will never leave my life sweety.
I love your eyes and I love your natural musty smell.
Love,
Me.
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