Dear Journal,
I woke up at 7.30 today. Ma is seeing cobwebs in her eyes. I hope it's not too serious.
I saw Arun in my dreams. These days I always find myself talking to him in my dreams. Then I saw Pa. I gave him 1500 rupees in my dreams.
I finished the Eaxs application process and am now listening to instrumental music after a long time. I also watched a little bit of Sweet Soul. Her process seems wishy washy but she says things so convincingly that they seem true.
I miss Arun. I wish I could call him for a bit each day. But I'm so scared that would bug him.
I wish I hadn't misplaced the Arundhati Roy book.
Yesterday Bha said he wants to have coffee with me today but I declined.
Now I'll get on with my day. GoSi will be here soon.
I am feeling:
Happy
Lovelorn
Intimacy-deficient
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings in my life.
Love,
Me.
11.07 am
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