Saturday, 20 December 2025

Journal 20.12.2025 6.45 pm whew! what a day!

Dear Journal,
I just got back from Bandra after watching Dhurandhar. I loved the Art and the cinematography.
Akshaye Khanna always allures me and his Leonardo/Clint Eastwoodish take on his character Rehman was interesting. Sanju babu was amazing and Ranveer was good but the Art stole the show.
I went with DeJh. After a long time i took a bus ride to Bandra. We had a deep conversation after that as we shared a dosa each.
As i was watching the movie i got a notification that A posted something on social media. His post reflects his sweet mind. I love his mind. I commented but i don't know whether it would be welcome.
I woke up from a dream where i saw that Arun and I are just acquaintances.
I woke up around 6.35 and headed for the garden. I made the big mistake of smoking in the morning. I tried my level best but somehow i smoked out of force of habit.
I chanted, and meditated, and did pranayam and yoga.
Then i came home and bathed. Today i found Pa's hiding spot for cigarettes. I love my father. I should not take cigarettes from there.
Akshaye Khanna is such a marriage material sort of chap.
I wore my golden dress which Arun and Ma both dislike but DeJh loved it and said it looks beautiful.
It's Sadhya's father's birthday today and we are headed for the Club but i have a study meeting so i can only go after that. So I'll join all of them there.
Life is a wishing tree and gives you whatever you ask of it.
I wish Arun and I were not broken up.
It's exactly 7.00 pm.
I believe in premonitions. I believe that life is mystical and magical.
I believe in goodness and i believe in karma.
I believe blessings come back a gazillion-fold and i believe i will make a difference to the world.
I believe in myself these days. I find people around me flawed instead and i see through them.
I have never ever betrayed anyone my entire life and i don't think i ever will. I am a person of integrity.
This has been a full day.
I am feeling:
Happy
Content
Sad that i just didn't have the time the past few weeks to put up Tarot videos or health didn't permit me.
Pretty.
Now i'll wash my face and head to Psha's house for the study meeting.
I am grateful for movies, books and music.
I am grateful for my parents and brother and all the people who love me.
I am grateful for my life and the love in my heart.
I am grateful for food, shelter and money.
I am grateful for each moment.
I am grateful for my dreams and ambitions that steer me.
I am grateful for my good health and the good health of my loved ones.
I am grateful for good fortune.
Love,
Me.
7.07 pm

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