I slept all day yesterday! Literally all day... Everybody says I'm not depressed and that i need to sleep. Ma especially is encouraging me to sleep it off.
Yesterday i bought a pair of shoes for myself. A replied to my Christmas wish for him. Muwaaah to him.
I woke up at 4.44 today. My change of brand has caused me to smoke quite less. That's amazing!
I'm smoking more out of Fomo than the urge to smoke. I shouldn't do that. The rest of the time for the past three days I'm listening to music. I Cant Stop That Feeling by Justin Timberlake is my new favourite song.
I attended the Nica meeting at 6 am today and after the meeting I promptly fell asleep till ManPi's call woke me up. We spoke for over an hour.
She has started her own stress management clinic in the US. That's simply amazing! I love my friends from college. And from school...
I think i'm healing. I have to meet N today at 5.
I'll leave the house around 4.15.
I am feeling:
Happy
Accepting
At peace
A tad disappointed that I'm smoking cigarettes.
Forgiving of myself and others
Hopeful that our trip goes well
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
2.18 pm
Ps: i saw Arun's mom the way i imagine she was in my dream before i woke up.
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