Friday, 12 December 2025

Journal 12.12.2025 2 03 pm why do i feel this way?

Dearest Journal,
What can i say! For the past one week my mind has been crowded with negative thoughts as if someone's buri nazar is on me.
I woke up at around 7.48 today and did my chanting and left for BIFF where i met Ra Ti and Yashpal Sharma.
I watched their movie Amho Aana Ek Se which is about a tribal woman fighting for tribal rights in Maharashtra.
I fell in love with the woman --An old woman who passed away recently whose work has affected state politics.
So many people perseveare in so many different ways. Tribal rights is something very close to my heart because i served in Talasari when i was in Xaviers, helping tribal students.
All these negative thoughts have been affecting me ever since I met Susha. I should really stay away from all these men. They are bad.
Now i have some work. So i'll eat lunch and do that. And im planning to get back onto the job hunt bandwagon. I have to. This limbo can't go on.
If i get the time i'm planning to paint a phoenix today.
I am feeling:
A little negative
Happy
Plain
Loving
Benevolent
Grateful that i watched a beautiful movie today. If De Jh is up for it i'll take him to BIFF tomorrow. It should be fun!
May i make the most of today.
I am grateful for this blessed body.
I am grateful for food, shelter and money.
I am grateful for my rockstar family.
I am grateful for my rockstar friends.
I am grateful that Ra Ti invited me for BIFF. I enjoyed the movie.
I am grateful for my blessed benevolent mind.
I am grateful for my wardrobe.
I am grateful for chanting, meditation and yoga.
I am grateful for this beautiful day.
I am grateful for my family and my good health.
I am grateful for good fortune.
May i seize the day!
Love,
Me.
2.19 pm

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