Sunday, 7 December 2025

Letter to Arun 7.12.2025 1.33 pm it's all alright

Dear Arun,
In one line -- I think i have released you and i am ready for an amicable respectable friendship.
It's been a while since we met and this distance has given me clarity. I feel that the way you treat one woman is the way you treat all women.
The respect, the love, the affection with which you showered me shows the depth of your sweet heart.
More recently, your support of my Tarot channel meant the world to me. Your feedback was well-received and i love you for taking time out and encouraging me. Thank you so much.
I know you are with someone new. I know that you will rule the roost. And i don't want to think about some other person with you. It hurts me.
In a way, I have moved on too. I have released you of romantic intentions.
Yet, sometimes i love listening to your -- it reminds me of your warmth.
I do miss us.
Lastly, im sorry for putting you through all that I did. I do miss you sometimes. I am sad at the fact that things between us will never be romantic ever again. And frankly, i'm eager for the future.
I get proposed to... guys ask me out but they are not the kinds i'd like to date... as in i don't feel i'd ever fall in love with them. So i politely decline but men generally don't take rejection well.  So those once friendships are lost.
So i am here-- all alone with my family and a few pals,  living each moment the way i can best.
And most importantly, i've forgiven you for any hurt you have ever caused me. It was not difficult to do. Will you also please forgive me?
Thank you so much for holding me. Thank you for giving me your best, i'll never forget it. Thank you for everything!  I am proud of you and I'll always have your back no matter what.
There is no point talking about love.
Please take care of yourself. Don't get into fights and be the rockstar you are.
Having said that-- it is over, i understand. I have released you because that was the plan but i still want friendship if that's not too much and please against me don't hold any grudge.
Take care,
Love,
Doel.

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