Wednesday, 3 December 2025

Journal 4.12.2025 8.33 am dream

Dear Journal,
I woke up a little before 8.15. I saw Arun in my dream in Pune. I go to meet him in Pune and he is alone at home working. I ask him why he isn't in Mumbai. Then i kiss him and cajole him and ask him to meet me in Mumbai. I remember the smell of his scalp.
Finally, he says he'll be in Mumbai next week and he'll meet me. He was kind of rude to me before that.
I saw a lady I called Srabani (who reminded me of Sud Kakima) with Sharbaridi who has a new job. I congratulate her and she says her week is busy with Kitty Parties and everything.
Then i saw a train filled with people waiting to go.
I also saw a more detailed dream before that but i can't recollect.
Love,
Me.
8.40 am
Ps: I can't shed the thought of Arun from my mind. I really fell hard for him. Totally in love. I hope he is well.
I don't think i'll ever stop loving him. What is it? Why is it? I associate all my love with him. He has my whole heart.
I hope to have a good day today. Today i'll spend in reading and writing.
Now i'll meditate, chant, bathe... and then work.
I am grateful for food, shelter and money.
I am grateful for my parents and brother who have stood by me like a rock.
I'm so grateful for Arun. I am grateful that he is a part of my life.
I am grateful for friends.
I am grateful for my career in which i seek a breakthrough.
I am grateful for love and life.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Haroon apologised to me. Now that's completely alright, i told him and meant it. He is so intuitive and intelligent.
I am feeling:
Happy
Full of love
Eager to face the day head on
Castor oil is amazing for the skin... i love it!
Love,
Me.
10.45 am

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