Sunday, 21 December 2025

Journal 22.12.2025 9.43 am feeling so ashamed

Dear Journal,
I'm oil pulling at the moment. I am just back from the garden after my morning routine.
I feel some kind of heaviness in the forehead area.
I smoked a few cigarettes in the morning. I want to curtail smoking now for the day.
I have to call up KanShri and meet See Dhi today.
I think i need to make a list of the things to do.
I havent checked my mail in a long time.
I am going to stay away from Bha.
I am feeling:
Happy
Ashamed (i hope i wasn't feeling like this)
Dry
Dirty (will have a good bath)
Why am i so stuck? And why wasn't i wiser? And why didn't i take care of my mind?
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
9.50 am
Im eager to talk to Arun today. I hope he calls.

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