This is the best part of my day when I update you. And then put you up for analysis on Ai...
The last few days have gone by in a whirr.
Today ought to change that.
It's RaTi and Kajal's birthday today and Ra Ti is throwing a party. I ought to go for that.
Yesterday a couple of people bugged me. One was GaSha who alluded that we should date to which I said no... he took that quite badly and said we should never talk again. He spilled that over to this morning. That is so depressing... why couldn't he have just remained friends?!
He bugged me saying things like we are very different and random things basically... so annoying, so irritating.
Then Haroon sent me a tirade of messages on the evolution of love... the same old... as if he is the sole proprieter of love. Other people have loved too... i was so annoyed with that too.
Then as I was feeling so lonely I sent A a message telling him i am so alone and that i'm missing him and i hope he wasnt annoyed the way i was with these guys.
Why doesn't he just come around?
Yesterday was rather cold. I wore my red corduroy dress and was freezing and the cold caused me to sleep all day. I basically dosed all day.
Today i'll do the Tarot reading for five signs.
I'm wearing my blue top from Paris and my blue FabIndia skirt.
I'll chant now for a bit and set to work.
Give me hope dear journal and give me tenacity to perseveare.
I am feeling:
Happy
Annoyed
Full of love
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Pa is just stepping out.
May i not waste a moment today.
I really don't want to go for RaTi's party but i have to...
Love,
Me.
11.51 am
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