Journal 11.41 pm on 30.8.2026 Im missing Arun inordinately

Dear Journal, 

May I have the wisdom to preserve the bond me and Arun share. I dont want any other man. I want him. I cant live without him.

Im so so so missing him.

I want to propose to him.

I dont want to be a mess.

Love,

Me.

11.43 pm