Friday, 17 July 2026

Journal 8.29 pm on 17.7 2026 quit day

Dear Journal,
I've set my quit date as tomorrow. It turns out I smoke because of boredom and loneliness.
Tomorrow Ma and I plan to go to Phoenix Marketcity to the Zara store to avail of my voucher.
Yesterday I sent a presumptuous message to Arun. I really miss him. I wonder what he feels about my feelings for him.
Melon and Kat are home.
It's so hot. It was gloomy all day but it barely rained. It's 8.33 at the moment.
I think I'll chant a bit and then eat dinner and sleep. It's so beautiful to see Melon and Kit relaxing.
You know Arun still calls me Baby everytime we talk. I find that so endearing.
I WILL NOT SMOKE. I AM FREE OF THE ADDICTION OF SMOKING. I AM A FREE BIRD.
I am feeling:
Happy
Feet dirty
Loving
Bored
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
8.37 pm

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